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My daughter Xafire and her cousin Olga.

Aquapark Forrest Hills Antipolo City

My goal this year is to keep in touch with old treasured friends and become more visible to my relatives and other social gatherings. Ever since I worked nightshift, I’ve become invisible to the normal (for lack of a better word) world. I suddenly couldn’t attend family affairs and social parties. I was always missing in action. I would rather hang out with the dream king rather than be present at merrymakings. I usually spend my weekend trying to catch up with night rest. And then I have to wake up and then get some more rest. I was fine with it for a very long time. Then I just realized how distant I have become. People just got used to me saying no to their invites. I feel so sad realizing how disconnected I have become. My daughter is getting older. I don’t want her to be affected with the kind of lifestyle that we have become so accustomed to. I missed my relatives and loved ones so much. I realized that it’s not too late to make up for the lost times. This occasion is my first baby step to finally making things happen. Boy, I had so much F-U-N!

Pasalubong

My hubby woke me up to ask me if I wanted to go to the mall with them. I groggily said no and said just bring me home pasalubong. My hubby asked me what I wanted, I said, "anything will do." He said, “Well, I’m not sure about that! What if you won’t like it and you’ll just make me feel bad because you don’t like it? I said, “You know naman what I like so I leave it up to you.” Then I said with a mischievous smile, “ surprise me”. When they got home, he brought me a long baguette. He was right. I didn’t like it. Haha. But I kept it to myself so he won’t feel bad like what he has already expected. Besides, I wholeheartedly appreciate the effort. I guess baguette was just not one of the things I had in mind under the pasalubong category. Realization: Be specific. Men are not mind readers.

LOST

I'm so clueless. Right now, I know I can be my worst enemy that's why I don't take my thoughts too seriously. Thoughst just keep coming. I'm not a very good company so I won't risk my friends being in my presence. Let me regroup. Let me heal. Let me figure this out first. *Sigh*